Day 3

It has been hard for me to put on my happy dance today. I have already broke down twice. I did good getting up early, 6:05!! (I had to give the kids their baths this morning due to the storm last night). They were all in very good moods, so that was helpful. And I was able to get a good hug from my Jordan. That definitely put a smile on my face. Everyone caught the bus, Jordan & Megan headed out on time, and Barry left while I was getting Alyssa on the bus. I came home and did a double scoop of my Ionix (I felt like my body needed that extra boost since I was already so emotional) and now it is 8:30. I am off to do Zumba, shower, and be at Weston's Pre-School Graduation at 10:00. (I can't wait until my clicker gets here!!!!)

Weston's graduation went very well. He did his speaking part , "Welcome to our preschool graduation"
(it was so cute!) with his hands in his pocket. I just love that boy so much!! It is hard to believe that he is really 5. Landon (my grandson) didn't want to do anything, but he did say his part well. He just stood and smiled the rest of the time.

After all of that excitement, we came home, Barry and Weston ate, I drank a cleanse and worked on organizing some pictures, and now its off to work.

I worked until it was time to pick up the kids. I enjoyed listening to Hilary Weeks all afternoon. I just love her music! It really helped lift me up! I picked up my little ones at 2:48, fixed Megan's ballet shoes (they had to dye them black for their dance, so I had to sew on black ribbons and black elastic), picked up Alyssa, and went back to work on my orders. Then my heart just broke! I knew that my sweet Meggy was having a rough week, but she never really let me know what was going on. Her and her guy friend broke up. She has had such a hard evening. I hate it so bad for her. My heart just aches for her. I know that, as a parent, we have to let our children go through pain and heart ache, but I sure wish I could take it away from them sometimes. Then I think about how in the world does Heavenly Father manage it? I know that I must disappoint him so much and I am sure he is sad when I feel so down. Thank goodness for our elder Bother, Jesus Christ, who atoned for our sins and know exactly how we are feeling! I love him so much!! After many hugs, it was back to work while we talked. My new running shoes came today, and were too small. So Jordan took them to the post office for me. Before we all knew it, it was time for church. We left at 5:55 and dropped Abbie and Weston off at grandma and papa's. We cute ribbon and tied it onto flip flops in the YW Value colors and we worked on a song. Then my family cleaned the church. I was getting so tired, so Heavenly Father sent us some angels to help, Brother Evans, Brother Turner, Brother Walker and the missionaries. It was such a great surprise! On the way home, Jordan gave me a WONDERFUL back rub!! We got home around 9:45, and I was just exhausted. We talked with Nathan about his mission (He leaves in 12 days) and Barry gave Megan a blessing. She is still having such a hard time. We were all very tired, so I decided not to work any more tonight, it can wait for Thursday.